Am I nervous about getting married – YES. ABSOLUTELY.

At first, I just felt this unreal distress about our wedding. I couldn’t pin point what the anxiety came from or what it meant, and it made me very confused. Don’t get me wrong – I love being engaged to Märta and I love the fact that she asked ME and that she is so cool about all this wedding planning. And I love HER. ❤

After we went to look at the church where we are planning on having the ceremony I knew what has freaked me out. Feelings.

Sofia church, Södermalm in Stockholm

 

I saw myself standing in front of family and friends bursting into tears and showing my feelings for everyone to see. I’m not an emotional person, or at least I haven’t been before, but everything changes. And I need to get used to it. I know that I will not be able to go through the wedding ceremony without crying and it scares the shit out of me. On so many levels.

Märta is more relaxed about our wedding plans… 🙂

 

I also feel uncomfortable being in the center of attention for a whole day. You might not think so, but it’s true. Maybe it’s appropriate to say God help me now that I’m getting married in a church ? something I never thought I would do.

Always imagined I was getting married in a skyscraper or at the beach in some warm place like Hawaii.

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